Ehhh?

Well over the past week or so I've had lots of things that I've started writing about: The time that I slammed my finger in the desk drawer at work, some friendship woes, other little snippets. None of them are done. Figures. I'm sort of trying to think about what all of these things mean- really mean.

I had a dream the other night that I gave birth to a child while I was at camp. I'm not talking about the standard "I was pregnant and in an embarrassing situation" dream, I'm talking full fledge HAD a baby at camp. It was painful. Well, as painful as something can actually be when it's only happening in your mind. The strangest thing was that I wasn't concerned with what people would think or even with the baby itself, I just spent the rest of my dream trying to come up with a name for her (I guess that it was a girl.) I woke up with the idea of Joy but I wanted it to sound cooler than that. Very strange. Tony asked me if the father was Manny, that was funny. It was some guy that I had never seen before but he was a jerk. 

That concludes my week. I go back to school on Wednesday and I head up to camp for the winter retreat tomorrow. It's going to be freezing.